- If one considers western medicine an extension of patriarchy, to what extent is it misogynistic, ableist, ageist?
- Was my stem cell transplant enough to inoculate myself against this system in which having an older, queer, disabled body strips my immunity to trauma?
- In a world concerned with cure, what would it mean and look like to rather shift our focus to healing?
- How are learned cultural behaviours of toxic positivity and respectability politics internalised by cancer patients/disabled bodies to make them submissive, grateful and non-complaining?
Outcomes from the research will be the production of a series of meditations: a conglomeration of self affirmations, stories and imaginings that reflect rational and realistic ways of understanding suffering. Westerhout will present performances, a blend of live art, storytelling and a performance lecture in order to open dialogue about accessibility, ableism, meritocracy, trauma and queer bodies.